Jan. 21, 2002
There is my book proposal to finish up and send out. There are articles I have to begin to write for magazines and one I have to finish by Friday. There are contests I want to enter some of my writing in. There’s the Another Girl at Play site to finish up and launch, and my travel site, Anywhere, Everywhere site that needs to be worked on. There’s reading for my Docent class this week, my surgery next week and regular living on top.
Someone please tell me we get more than 24 hours and seven days.
A part of me wonders if I’ve bitten off more than I can chew, if I’ve become too ambitious. I know I can multi task and stay atop of things (thanks to my corporate days where I ruled as Alex, Goddess of Multi task) but I wonder if it’s too much? If I had to drop something, what would I drop?
I want it all It’s in me to do it all. Sometimes I think because I spent so much time just thinking of ideas, that now I’m trying to make up for that by doing them all. I think I’ve scared myself into the idea that if I don’t act on it now, I never will. My bout of laziness has actually made me afraid of failing myself again. Of not taking this seriously, of going back to being nothing except one who just dreams.