September 21, 2003

Posted by alex on Sep 21, 2003 in General Writing

I feel as though I am approaching the end of an era with regards to the last several months. As it draws near, I feel as though I have to tread gently, kindly and cleverly but it’s not easy because as I am feeling both confused and angry.

I’m not entirely sure what to do about a particular project I’m working on right now for someone. I worry that things could take a turn for the worse by deciding not to do and act the way some are expecting. I sometimes think someone else has more control over my career than I do and I sometimes fear that they would take control over it out of retaliation. However, the reality though, is that they – nor anyone else – are not in control of me. Ultimately, I am. Always.

I believe it’s crucial right now for me to keep remembering this and act accordingly so that I can bring this era to the right kind of ending.